Unbearable Agony: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense pain behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical records propose unusual remedies for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a